Just reading those words made me weep. That deep pain that I had felt just the night before. Tears streaming down my face, as I was remembering the last time I saw her. I was reflecting on the time that she wrote this letter and it was as if God was giving me a moment of time back.
As I was having a conversation with God, He placed on my heart ‘Get your house in order’. It wasn’t the literal ‘clean your house’, I knew what that meant, it meant that I have clutter I need to clear. In that moment I realized my feeling of weighing 500 pounds.